October

Helloooo October. I'm excited for you.

Know why?

Because September was rough. Really rough. Definitely top 3 hardest times of my entire life rough.

I went through the messiest kind of break up there is. I was heartbroken. I was looking into the future and still planning things with him. I was rationalizing and crying and aching.

Now? Not so much.

I'm pissed.
Every time I think about the last month of our relationship I'm just incredibly pissed off.

As for you, October....I love you. You are my new boyfriend. Feel free to cover me with leafy kisses and make me blush with your chill. I'm ready for a rebound ;)

update:
I emailed my creative writing teacher, just a simple hello, plus "I'll be there Thursday and I'll arm wrestle you in front of the basketball team and you'll go cry in the parking lot"

To which he replied "Sounds like creative writing! Except not that creative, since everyone knows I cry in the parking lot most days"

We have an solid friendship based on sass. I enjoy it.