Sisters

Today I thanked Heavenly Father for something I know no one has really thought of before. I thanked him that my sisters Calee and Kristina are not married.

I think the only thing keeping me from crying all the time, feeling worthless, asking "what is wrong with me?" and sinking into a "I'll-never-be-in-love-again" funk is the example of those two.

There is life after a break up! Not only is there life but there is grad school, developing my talents, getting in awesome shape, travel, new boys, and, eventually, new love.

Now in the midst of my taking-my-situation-too-serious-ness, something silly and downright joyful happened.

I recognized a girl on the running path from previous jogs around Lehi, only this time I was walking. We've never spoken, but as I saw her approaching I shouted in shame "I'm walking! I am a failure!" She immediately replied "No you're not! Move it!" I started running again, and as we passed, we high fived.

I'm not sure if she realized how happy she made me, but hopefully my prayers that this awesome local teenager is blessed will be answered.