Seriously, I'm over all this cervix drama. I had a cryo-something done. They basically froze my insides and then scraped the crap out of 'em. Awesome.
I also think my insomnia is rubbing off on my boyfriend.
He didn't go to sleep until 7 am! Oh dear! Luckily he got SOME sleep. Usually when I see the sun rise I know I'm done and I might as well stop trying till the next night.
Now for a topic I know is probably too much information for a blog, but since I tend to be freakishly honest on here usually, why stop now?
I really need a life. Usually not having a life works well for me, since I just fill it with books and music and watching The Godfather over and over again (sophia dying! rewind. sophia dying! rewind. I feel like such a Gilmore Girl), but since I now am in a serious relationship, I NEED A LIFE.
More hours at work, more friends, more SOMETHING. I need to have my own life if I want this relationship to survive. I can tell if I don't do something about it, it will smother us both to death. He doesn't have a job yet, so he is in a very similar boat as I am. We do nothing but be WITH each other....which is awesome...to a point. You know what I mean? I never thought this would actually be a problem for me. Having TOO much time with a person. Strange. SO strange.
It's not like I'm sick of him, because I'm not. It's impossible to get sick of this kid. He isn't perfect, but he is perfect for me. Bah I'm really sucking at describing this. Hopefully you get what I'm saying.
Any tips would be appreciated. This is my first this-is-going-somewhere relationship, afterall. I have no idea what I'm doing.
2 comments:
I agree :) You still need to be Brooke, not just Brooke and Andrew. But you are great together i think
Start with looking for a life. Fufill your interests and definately look for more work... Summer should be hang out time but to much of one thing is never good.
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