Tuesday I was at work for about an hour before I had an emotional breakdown and had to leave. Then they called and straight up UNINVITED me to work the next day, basically saying "You really freaked everyone out and please never cry here again. Take a mental health day." Part of me appreciates that, and part of me is bummed for my paycheck.
It has been a ROUGH WEEK my friends. Lots of feelings and gross stuff like that, so I'll spare you the details. Basically it has come down to this realization:
I am in control of my actions, and God is in control of everything else. The second I think that I can manipulate MY actions to have the outcome I want, that's the second I try to play God, and forget who is really in charge. Thinking I can control other people and plan on my expectations is a giant failure in faith. I'm glad I've been reminded of that, and hopefully next time it won't be so painful.
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