I've been incredibly antsy for about a month or so. I love Lincoln and my sister and everything, but I despise being in the same place for so long. I have this incredible wanderlust that I must satisfy NOW.
I feel like I'm terribly socially awkward. I'm not as inspired as I once was. I have nothing original or interesting to say. I'm not incredibly intelligent. I have no impressive talents. I'm not gorgeous. I'm banal and average and stuck in a rut and if only I could move I'd be fine.
I'm not saying this in a "poor brooke" sort of way, rather a "this is how I feel right now" sort of way.
Nothing makes me hate myself more than not being able to make a boy want to be with me. I'm never the heartbroken one. NEVER. Its not like I plan on breaking hearts but thats just always how it has ended up.
I can't tell if the pain I'm feeling is coming from my heart or my ego.
Thanksgiving: All 4 of the Schroeder sisters recently single and not happy about it.
watch out san diego.
1 comment:
I know this isn't a poor you entry but come on ladies (yes that means all of you girls) enjoy being single. The second you are happy and comfortable without a guy in your life... the second you have direction and know exactly what you are going to do WHAMO! A fella drops out of the sky and changes everything. That's how fate shakes it up:) I love you all. Have a great Thanksgiving.
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